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Name: Cassie
Gender: Female
Interests: My wonderful Lord and Savior! He's amazing!, Chris Hill--> my best friend and absolutely precious husband!, swimming in the rain, chocolate soy milk!!!!!!, eating ice, laughing, the color green, dancing in my car, ultimate frisbee, playing the piano, singing, being around people, ping pong(i'm a champ!), homemade paninis with spicy mayo!, dancing with Chris, Trevecca, cheesecake from Cafe Coco, trying new things, corney jokes, road trips, pick up lines, parks, ice skating, baseball, getting breakfast in bed, SATCO, attempting to play sports, ice pops, smiles, good country cooking, yellow roses, water, picnics, watching movies at home, the walking bridge in nashvegas, Christmas music, golfing, vacation mornings getting up early and jogging on the beach, fishing, sunny days, The Hill in Belmede Forrest, positive people, pictures, home made gifts, camping out, horseback riding, dirtbikes, St.Louis Cardinals, wading in the creek, traveling, my family, pretty teeth, starbucks, fruit and veg
Expertise: laughing... and being me!
Occupation: Personal Assistant
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  cassit207
Member Since:
8/29/2004
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| i wish i could play the piano like nobody's business!
true story.
i love everything God has given me!
my strengths, dreams, ect.
but the one thing i just really really really wish he would have given me...
was the ability to play the piano well!!!
i have such a huge heart and passion for it...
its such a beautiful instrument!
thats my random thought for today! | | |
| so i definitely feel like an old lady these days.
i vagely remember the nights i use to stay up until 3, 4, sometimes even 5 am and get up for an 8:00 class.
now... past nine... i'm a zombi.
i don't talk much. i can barely keep my eyes open. my brain doesn't function all the way.
its sad.
i'm getting so old. | | |
| God moved a mountain today!
I have been praying so hard for God to make me into myself again. And a better one! These past two years have been so hard on me. I have been Cassie who is so drained emotionally, physically, spiritually and mentally that all I know is the emotional rollercoaster I have been riding on. It has been so hard, and I honestly have fell to my knees crying out for God to bring me out of that. To free me from the bondage I was in.
He has slowly and surely been pulling me out of that bondage. And I didn't realize how real it was.. until today. It started small today. I started to see it when I was faced with something that in the past two years I can't even talk about in a rational way. But today... I talked about it fine! I didn't even feel like I was speaking the words or thinking the thoughts, but He was!
Thru out the day, it got bigger, and it ended on this. I heard of someone who has been on that emotional roller coaster ride as well. And my heart hurt for them. Oh my did it hurt! My heart wouldn't stop throbbing!! So much, that my whole drive home was me in tears crying out to God to rescue them from their bondage! To free them, and give them the strength to leave their past behind them and move on to what God has in store for them!!!
I'm crying as I write this. Cause I have missed that. I have missed me. Where my life is laid before Jesus so much that I can worry about another situation other than my own! That may sound so stupid to people, but I am being dead serious. my situation has consumed me to the point I lost everything... even myself. And I have been praying so hard for God to renew me. And He has. Today I cried over someones hurt. Gosh... I haven't had enough tears to share with anyone these past two years. That is embarressing actually. that I was so wrapped up in this crazy situation that I was to that point. But I was. And knowing that today... I'm not... and that God is continueing to help me heal more and more and renewing me more and more.... HOLLLLLLLLY MOLY I AM EXCITED!!!!!
He has been talking to me these past few weeks so hard. And now I see what He is trying to tell me and show me. He is working, and I need to keep praying as He continues to work in forming me into who He is wanting me to be. I am so thankful He has forgiven me, saved me, freed me, and making me the clay as He is the potter. I cannot wait to see what the good Lord has in store for me! I cannot wait!!!
"I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." matthew 17:20
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| God is putting the pieces to my messed up puzzle back together, and I can't wait to see what the final picture on the puzzle is! :) | | |
| Man o Man! I have so much on my mind right now!!!!! God is ridiculously amazing! It leaves me in awe on a daily basis!
I have been praying, and praying hard. And more importantly, I have been praying specifically! Its such a wonderful thing prayer specifically for things. Its not being selfish, God already knows what we want, but just simply asking Him... and then seeing Him answer very specific prayers.... WOOOOOOWOWWW! There is no way you can dodge from knowing that there is a God when he starts answering prayers that no one knows about but you and him.
That's what is happening right now in my life. I have prayed some very very very specific prayer requests, and God keeps gradually opening up doors to answer them or lead me to the point of them eventually being answered.
The main things I am talking about are a lot of things in myself. I have been praying specifically about God to change me... and change me in many areas in my life, and in my heart. He has been working like crazy! I pray for patience, He gives me opportunities for me to become patient. I pray for direction, He gives me opportunities where I am at a fork in the road and the only way I have to turn is to Him to give me the right directions. I have prayed for a newed and refreshed heart, and He is still working on that one, but I am completely seeing a huge change!!! I have been prayinf ro so many things, and the more detailed ones are personally... but yet shows Gods power even more!!!! :)
I am just in awe of Him. NAd I can't wait to see what is to come!! :) | | |
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